Friday, 10 July 2015

Passing through a Narrow Night

On a smooth metal rod
Two monks stitch
Each other's sleeves together
And sway their robes
Hanging tall along with curtains
So they can watch how
Every needle pulls all jasmine
Nectar out from gardens of flesh
Resting on each bed

Megaphone: Night is narrow, ladies
Please squeeze yourself out


Square 1

A six-month-old cries
Herself to sleep
A needle sucks jasmines from
This tiny garden
For combat her mother passes
A very silent weapon of smiles
Into her dreams


Square 2

A needle gets ready to
Start tonight's sucking
Lady: Ah Ammi, it pains!
She rolls her eyeballs
Man (whispering): Your Ammi cannot hear you
Lady: I will beat you
With my chappal. I will kill you,
You dog
They both chuckle


Square 3

A lady feeds her newborn
From her breast,
From her arm
She feeds a needle


Square 4

Yesterday she saluted the air
For being there always
And killed herself
Tonight she pulls air,
Lets a needle pull out her sap


Square 5

The needle here is now stout
And rigorous. A squirrel hops
Over this yellow garden
Settles on her stomach
Shakes her arms
Wakes her up and asks:
Are you sleeping?

Saturday, 7 February 2015

Letter to a Dead Poet

Dear Pessoa,
I think you are fine with my settlement on this name. After receiving the right mosquito bite on my left leg I decided to write you this letter. I felt it as a sign to let you know that your poetry has never come across new to me, not even the very first poem I read. It was there always, as far as I can think of the days I started knitting an endless muffler of some twisted memory of myself. It was there when a raindrop on forehead felt like a giant watermelon; when occurrences passing by became so still that I could feel the earth revolving. It is still there when little kids start knowing that all events are just lonely leaves getting blown from one place to another in any pattern.
Anyway, nothing is new. So may be it is alright to live countless myths. It is alright to let a hundred streetlamps pour red wine at night on women and men who suck tender mahua from each others breasts. To crush almonds of eyes into an early morning paste as offering to gods who hang from beards of the priests. Gods who just want to wipe off their sweat.
If days and nights don't work then one can let talkative inner sparrows deliver lectures on silence to clocks. Or one can lean on a wall and create music in smoke. Once in the neighbourhood there was a gang of cows who sat in a corner of land only to watch the shape their pond took when tiny clones of the sun fell on it. Then we ate them or peeled off our eyelids or they went to a new pond. I don't remember exactly what happened but we did eat up each other.
May be it is fine to make and bury corpses breathing in a subtle rhythm. May be not. Either way I wanted to ask you if you could deposit some money in my account. My pockets have eloped from my pant again.
Take care.
Love.

Wednesday, 21 January 2015

बस एक और सवाल

क्या तुम्हारे पास
कोइ कागज़ है
जिसपर मैं ऐसा चाँद बना सकूं
जो डूबते हुए सूरज से चिपककर
ज़मीन को
उल्टा करके देखने पर
उगते हुए सूरज की भान्ति लगे
और जिसे मैं मोड़कर
तुम्हारी ही जेब में रख दू
और फिर रात को तुम
उसकी सिलवटों पर इस्तरी कर के
उसे अपने बरामदे में रख सको
ताकि तुम्हारे कपड़े सूख जाए?

Monday, 12 January 2015

Counting Time through Speedposts Never Sent but Whispered to the Tubelight

Do I contain 
in a litre of your thought
when you take the stairs
and jolt down
to reach the lane?

Glass burning in the furnace
holes in bras and underwears 

which fly or dry in the wind
could they tune me?


Could the child sleep-talking downstairs
push me to vacuum under the bed
to cooked kitchens
and secret burrows?

And could owls and bats arguing
about who is more sleepless,
alive bodies already living
posthumously
deflect me
and fill me into you
just like the way you sense your dry skin
or the folds of your sleeves?

Sunday, 7 December 2014

Mild Floods in the Neighbourhood

Before the bus stop ends your
wait for a free scooter ride,
after meeting your gaze in
wide mirrors of other gazes,
in between, holding an umbrella 
as big as you, you can have only
two options for the evening
- chewing finger nails or clouds
where eggs are burnt
in the memory of burnt days
of two hundred year old churches

dog saints
wild monkeys
trees and centipedes
and non bailable arrests

Now say hello 
to our armpit sweat
spilling from the sky

Drenching dry impatience
that throbs to burst
in our foot steps

Foot steps whose 

only friend
is a toad

Toad who bounces
and sweeps
terrace farms

Farms passing
rice on strings 
to homes

Homes standing

on a pile 
of cigarettes

It is possible
while slipping from the slope,
says the dog saint

to a tourist,
to smell this town
from the edge of your window pane 

Saturday, 27 September 2014

Tall Blues

A sad blue brain 
takes a trip 
around the world 
in the country 
and returns home to
sad brown curtains


The rust of the skin scrapes,
it passes through
a long tunnel of wind
as far as Russia
and returns home 
with secret songs
frozen in matryoshka dolls

Secret songs that
are no longer secret;
their dull white ghosts
pierce and splice listeners
who sit together crouched
inside rented flats
40,000 feet tall


Listeners who, with their eyes
half shut, go on a guilt trip
for not touching their neighbours before
or for not storing enough alcohol

Wednesday, 7 August 2013

On the bed I sleep
On me a blanket sleeps
On the blanket a roof sleeps
On the roof a tin sheet sleeps
On the tin monkeys dance in fast forward

Monday, 5 November 2012

An Unwanted Pause

1.

Today, at half past noon, the historian was punished for surveiling the growing system of governance that segregates languages of all varieties of round and long Sleeping Fish in her washbasin.

Though the creaks of cats and pigeons fixing bodies onto each other all night on the facade behind the neighbour's house consistently gave cognition to her ears, undeterred, she pasted together her concentrations for four recurring days on her chair and table in the bathroom, where she staged an expansive concert of bees.

Alas, this systemic approach to note-making was halted today when the historian was brought to the court on the terrace and proven guilty. The historian is out of the house now. The historian is reclining on the terrace.


2.

On the cement fence
where she lies
in the shape of a stream
she sees bees hovering
below dirty clouds and
turning into fireflies at dusk,
fireflies that splash on her papers
as bright statues of amoebas
and dry off
when she rolls back her sheets.

Wednesday, 16 May 2012

Grace Slick: The Queen Of Psychedelic Rock




We all know the much clichéd fact that women have endured a harsh journey in the world of Rock N’ Roll, probably because the undefined rules of the genre have been best associated with men. The validity of such norms was definitely challenged by several female musicians, and one such woman was Grace Slick.
Born as Grace Barnett Wing on October 30, 1939, she attended the Finch College in New York and then shifted to the University of Miami. At school, she used to sing obscene songs while playing a piano or a guitar. Grace initially tried her hand at modelling, but aspired for just a simple life of a housewife. She espoused Gerald ‘Jerry’ Slick in a traditional church wedding, in 1961. In order to earn more money, they formed a band - The Great Society - along with four other people in 1965. 

Grace Slick was then invited by the band members of Jefferson Airplane in 1966, to replace their vocalist Signe Toly Anderson. The occurrences that followed her junction with the band were the ones that characterised the true personality of Grace, the one we are conversant with today.

It may sound phoney when I say that the many attributes branching out of Grace Slick’s persona have the potency to slightly change your perceptions about a lot of things. She comes across as one of the most sane rock figures of the insane 60s, or maybe those who survived the decade are the actual sane ones.
Grace was an alcohol addict, a self-confessed one, and admitted that she could never perform sober. The woman once addressed a large rich audience at the Whitney Museum of American Art as ‘fools’, and performed topless on a rainy day for her wet clothes really irritated her.

Grace was always an off-the-cuff music figure. Nobody could predict her next step. She was invited to the White House by President Richard Nixon’s daughter Tricia for a luncheon, as the two girls went to the same college. Grace then decided to tag along Abbie Hoffman, a political protestor, and intended to put LSD in the President’s tea. However, the security identified Grace and forbade her from moving inside for she was on the FBI list.




Her fire-brigade-alarm voice, having a pinch of vibrato, instantly compels a person to stop and listen. And she does have an abundance of wisdom to share. On describing her first LSD and psychedelic experience, she said:

"Assuming that through material achievement you can improve your level in the cosmos is like assuming that a particle of sand can become any more than a particle of sand when it resides in the wall of a sand castle. Anything you happen to collect stays here when you go. There are no armoured cars in a funeral procession."

In the late 60s and early 70s, when several male bands like Led Zeppelin, The Rolling Stones and The Doors gained momentum, women were largely seen as their sexual counterparts. Even the Hippie culture limited women’s role as ‘onlookers’, instead of the ‘doers’. They were treated either as ‘chicks’ or ‘old ladies’, confined to do all child-rearing and household chores (very much like the suburban housewives but with less security). 

Such notions were defied by Grace Slick and her vast array of men. She was always vocal about her sexuality, and never afraid of expressing it. She also had a one-night stand with Jim Morrison, when the two bands (The Doors and Jefferson Airplane) were performing in Europe. However, she has always addressed The Lizard King as ‘a rabid version of Johnny Depp’ and ‘Mr. Non Sequitur’ for he did not make sense at any time.

Out of her self-written songs White Rabbit and Lather are my personal favourites. While the former colligates drug intake with the children’s novel Alice In Wonderland, the latter talks about a man who does not want to grow up and accept the monotony of adult life.
 
At present, Grace Slick has the same enchanting blue eyes and is an accomplished artist. The 72-year-old holds only three regrets from her life – not having sex with Jimi Hendrix, never travelled to the Middle East and never learned horse riding.